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今天是他弟弟的生日
真的已經放下了
只是剛好開到instagram然後看到他po的照片
啊
曾經的波濤洶湧的情感重重擊了我一下
眼睛酸酸的
他還是我回憶中的那個人
依然愛家人
依然愛朋友
依然愛搞笑


依然很迷人
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看到他的燦笑又想起了那時候
那時候我為了他的一個眼神心緒不寧
那時候為了他弟弟的一句話可以興奮快整天
心中無限小劇場是不是他其實有那麼一點喜歡我
哈哈哈 但事實通常不美
很希望可以回到從前的我們 呵呵 很像太貪心了
但我想念那時候打屁聊廢話互抬槓的日子


那會兒我又何嘗不是只認定他一個, 只能說每個人都有年少輕狂時, 即使像我這樣的人。- 趙水光

如果你們之前并不知情但現在知道了的話請不要告訴我或問我 哈哈 我會難過尷尬的好嗎?

Probably hormones

Ughh.

It's 0720 

And I'm here thinking about my social circle 

I seem to RECOGNIZE many people
But I rarely KNOW them
I've been wondering if it's my problem
I'm really envy of those who have a very very close relationship with just one or two friends
What's important is quality not quantity
I always have a feeling that I'm not anyone's priority
And
I feel sad
Perhaps it's my personality

NDMC院慶

院慶很快就到啦

不是說我加了熱舞&國標嗎

所以啊

我會上兩個表演

額額

其實

練比較多的是熱舞

但我對國標很有興趣啊

噢 話說

治裝費 QAQ

超貴的

而且

還有

再繳

上課錢啊 

沒錢錢了

還要化妝

噢仲麼破

黑靴

黑裙

化妝品

啊啊啊啊啊

Overthinking

I'm often told that I tend to overthink

Perhaps I was born this way lolol

Sometimes I feel really frustrated

I can't help it but I keep worrying about things that haven't even happened

GAHH.

I know overthinking ruins everything.

Roommate asked me to cherish the present instead of thinking about the future.

Since the future is still far far away.

But shouldn't we plan?

I mean,

to save ourselves from unwanted disappointment and sadness

If decisions taken now can ensure no heartbreak in the future

why not?

Hmm.

I'm just a worrywart.