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Sunday, April 16, 2017

Bacteriology

HAHAHA I'm having the second exam on immunology this Wednesday, this time it's on bacteriology, there'd be 70 mcqs on bacteriology and 25 for the experiment QAQ I started studying almost two weeks ago (or maybe just one, I forgot) hahahaha
Right now my roommates aren't around, they're at their club's camp. I was alone yesterday so I just studied, studied and studied whole day through. Finally finished reading the notes, once T_T just read through nia omg hahaha really gg liaw I think. TOO MUCH TO MEMORIZE.
Okay so I nearly dozed off yesterday when I was studying so I decided to swipe my phone for a while. Then I saw this group in insta. HAHAHAHA MAPLE.
I was suddenly energized. REALLY. My eyes were like from -_- to O-O
Those two boys were going to download maple and play together.
So of course hehehe I went on with it too.
But my line here is quite slow so it took me some time, the download finished only this morning.
I WAS SO SO EXCITED OKAY.
Only to find out that there's region limitation T____T OMG so sad man!
I miss the memories. Zanyu.
I miss you. Not maple.

Tuesday, April 4, 2017

Koe no Katachi

Okay, so I went for a movie yesterday.
The trailer caught my eye a long time ago, and finally it's screened.
So someone asked me out for the movie, it really took me awhile to consider to go or not.
The movie was not too bad, but it lacked some impact. Idk.


You know me, I cry easily but I barely dropped tears last night hahaha but I find it quite scary, you know, the bullying part. We always overlook our own mistakes, make up excuses to forgive ourselves, run away from problems troubling us.
I guess my point of this post isn't the movie, but the one I watched the movie with. He's a friend I got to know from Dcard, for about two months, and yeahh he's been sort of like an admirer. Just two months! Omg you don't even know me okay?!
I find it awkward to be going out alone with someone of the opposite sex, lolol I'm straight okay. It's really hard for me to reject very strictly so I guess I gave him some hope. But I just can't think of him that way, so I kind of rejected him for future meetings. I afraid I'm too harsh but I found it a little bit disturbing when he kept asking me out.
You see, being too aggressive scares me off. Idk what I wanna say hahaha
I think single is good.
Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah..
But I miss mapling.

Saturday, March 4, 2017

Monday, January 16, 2017

Enough!

I seriously can't stand this! Must find a way to relieve my rage grrr
It's always been like this
They always love doing things last minute
Okay
Of course I have no problem if it's your own matter
But hey
Don't you do this when it's a group thing
What more to say when you are the leader
You think you can handle everything? Then do it all on your own, don't come to me and plead for help at the very last minute
I've clearly reminded you already but it seems like you never learn
Can't bring myself to be so impolite in front of you but I seriously have enough of this
You're not the only one who's busy, don't act like you're the only one.
Use your brain, prioritize your tasks. Crying over spilt milk is of no use.

Sunday, January 15, 2017

Wish I were rich af

then I would be able to afford my own fees
I would be able to do many things
I would be able to eat a lot without looking at the price
I would be able to repay my parents financially
I would be able to buy a lot of things without paying attention to the price tag
I would be able to not stare at my bank book and feel sad
I wouldn't be so frustrated.