I feel so bad for forgetting a meeting I was supposed to attend to.
I guess this not only left a bad impression on our group but also on my credit.
I really care a lot on my impression to people.
I don't want to care so much :(
I feel that it's me giving myself a lot of stress.
I dislike this me.
How to stay cheerful and all that?
I don't even want to bother the others about this. I know that this is my own problem. Will I ever change my thoughts? It's all up to me, right? I've been caring for so long that it's became a habit, and a habit is hard to change.